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Another day of this

2022-12-01

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Self esteem extremely low today, debilitating. It's weird and annoying that being aware of it doesn't make it go away. It affects how I react to people to, I harbour more resentment and bitterness, I interpret things in the least gracious way. I think it's from being at home all week. Most weeks I see a few people, its an important part of my healthy lifestyle and feeling good. Struggling to focus again today. Moving on.

cowboy movements

I got forge.horse to a working stage, and pushed the return.horse redesign live.

the home page of return.horse. It has a comic, with a title and a "more" drop down link

The Saloon section of return.horse, with "about" text on the left and a journal of textual and visual inspiration on the right

The archive page of return.horse. It's got a list of all the return.hore comics, and the text at the top 'pick your favourite and send it to your best friend'

There's more to do now, but getting it live is a huge step. I got it live in order to include it in my Running Dog Micro Residency submission. The residencies are for 2 months, and the aim is to produce two pieces of experimental poetry. I hope the judges can see the poetry in cartoons, as I truly believe it's there in spades.

It's the first residency I've applied for, that I can remember. It would be exciting to get it. Applying was a good exercise in itself, it made me think about the kind of work I'm doing at the moment and how I present my work. It made me think about what kind of work I want to do, too.

Another day, of this!

Now that that's out of the way, I can get back to the tasks at hand. a man struggling to hold a bunch of limes

I'm excited to listen to music today, to work on my projects, and to maybe read in the evening. I have been glued to the screen too much these last few days, and my sleep schedule is suffering.

listening to

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